It has been 94 days since my late hubby passed away. I am still missing him... a lot! Living with him for 9 months and 22 days as husband and wife, I believe Allah granted me so much strengths that I never thought I could have.
Taking care of him eversince he was diagnosed with 4th stage rectum cancer in January 06, my patience was heavily tested. Alhamdulillah, I was always by his side. I took unpaid leave since mid-February and started working in early July.
Allahyarham Mohd Ahsan Rosli bin Bain, was "a very private person in most occasions" (Hanizam, best friend), but the greatest man in my life. I love him for no reasons. I just love being with him.
 Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
 Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.
 Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
 Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).
 Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.
 Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.
 Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.
Will continue again later. Takut banjir pulak opis aku ni kang.